Miss my Father 想念父神

Strength me, Father, so I can comprehend your love more and love you deeper.  Loving You is my eternal inheritance and my goal in this life.  Teach me to love You with all my heart, soul, mind and strength. Speak to me, Father, today.  I want to encounter Your and hear Your words.  Tell me again how I ravish Your heart.  This is why I am made, to know Your love and to be transformed by it forever. 

父啊，給我力量，所以我能更多領受你的愛，並愛你更深。愛你，是我永遠的產業和我今生的目標。教導我，使我能盡心、盡興、盡意、盡力的愛你。父啊，今天來對我釋放你的話語。我渴慕經歷你，聽到你的話語。再一次地告訴我，我如何奪了你的心，這是我被造的目的，就是要認識你的愛，並因此永遠不再一樣。

Spending time to get close to You is the ultimate end, not the means.  Continue to transform my heart until my love for You is pure and spotless, so I do not spend time with You in order to seek ministry opportunities, preferred lifestyle and blessings.  Even if my ministries, preferred lifestyle, and blessings are gone, they do not change the fact that You love me and lay down Your life for me.  Everything will pass away, but Your love will always remain.  Your love for me is my crown, my joy and my greatest reward.

花時間與你親近，不是個過程，而是最終的目的地。不斷地更新我的心，直到我對你的愛純潔，沒有瑕疵，所以我就近你的目的，不是為了服事、順境或是祝福，因為即時服事、順境或是祝福都沒有了，一個不變的事實就是你愛我，並為我捨己。即使一切都過去了，你的愛永遠長存，你對我的愛是我的冠冕、是我的喜樂和我最大的獎賞。

I miss You terribly, Father.  I also miss the prayer room where thousands of people pray to You day and night in unspeakable joy.  But I trust Your leadership and know that your will is good and perfect.  Draw me near You right here right now in Taiwan.

父啊，我真的很想念你，我也想念禱告室，那個上千人在無法言喻中的喜樂向你晝夜禱告的地方，但是我相信你的帶領，知道你的旨意是美好完全的。吸引我來就近你，在此刻在這裡在台灣。